I was SO ANGRY 20 minutes ago.

Even half an hour ago.

You see, unlike what you might think from reading what I wrote yesterday, I planned to go to therapy. I always plan to go to therapy. Not going to therapy = major episode. It usually means I can't get out of bed ( Read more... )

I am so over this goddamn year. 2013, you are so fucking fired. FIRED.

In other news I guess some kind soul started a thread for me at the love meme that
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When something bothers me, I get overwhelmed.

That is the easiest way to say it, but it is lackluster, flat, and seemingly minor--the truth is what I mean when I say overwhelmed is not what it seems like other people mean, because there is so much more. I don't want the more, but I have it anyway ( Read more... )

so yeah, in a shocking twist (only to me, apparently other people realize this shit and either never tell me or it doesn't penetrate if they have [but I prefer the global conspiracy idea, mwahahahah])-- my therapy appointment left me feeling better ( Read more... )

So I went in to get my Mirena replaced today. I didn't anticipate any problems-after all, when I had it done nearly 5 years ago, I was standing up for three hours that afternoon caucusing for Barack Obama, and I vaguely remember some light cramps, but nothing I even needed pain meds for... I mean, I was so blasé about the experience that it didn' ( Read more... )

So Josh and I actually had our first big fight. It sucked. I hated it. But we got through it, and despite me telling multiple people, while sobbing hysterically, that I felt like I might have to break up with him if he didn't apologize to my satisfaction--because I was NOT okay with what he did--he did apologize, and we got everything worked out ( Read more... )

I am so fucking frustrated with my own emotional problems that I could scream. I might actually do it if it weren't 4AM.

( Can't I take a vacation from being crazy? )

It's tedious, this repetitive reorganization of internal data based on startlingly obvious conclusions-epiphanies, I would call them, if it wasn't that actually, this shit is completely obvious and no one else seemed to look close enough-or maybe they just didn't care enough to tell me ( Read more... )

Tonight I have a test in Sociology ( Read more... )